like a falling star im falling faster

took from mandi and nicki haha im special

Sun, 30 May 2004 01:46:25 GMT

M	Masculine
E	Enchanting
G	Goofy
H	Handsome
A	Astonishing
N	New

Name Acronym Generator
From Go-Quiz.com

bullshit

Sat, 29 May 2004 16:56:56 GMT

u dont like the way i talk the way i dress or my looks.u dont like the music i like. u think im too different. u dont like my boyfriend or my friends. dont think im gonna keep my short ass quite when u bitch at me or fight with me u dont like it keep ur mouth shut im not here for ur fucking opinion my that kinda shit im here to be like every other person im sorry im not u im sorry i dont wanna fuck every hot guy that i see im sorry im not a cheerleader or a total prep im sorry i dont like all that pop music im sorry im not u (you know who im talking too)

sadness..

Sun, 16 May 2004 03:50:06 GMT

hey guys i might be on but i also might not be becuz phil's brother is dying.. of brain cancer so im trying to u know help out n such awh im feel terrible im gonna go i have to wake up at like 6am bye

took from razorblades__

Tue, 11 May 2004 23:43:52 GMT

p e r s o n a l
1. name: MegHan Fuck U its Pimped! ask ashley!
2. single or taken: taken..
3. sex: layd
4. birthday: August 1st
5. sign: Leo grr.
6. siblings: 2 brothers and a sister
7. hair color: brown/red with blondish highlights (yes i dyed my hair AGAIN!)
8. eye color: brown
9. shoe size: 4-6 matter what kinda shoe

r e l a t i o n s h i p s
1. who is your best friend?: Phil. Eddie. NICKI.
2. do you have a boyfriend?: yes...Phil.

f a s h i o n | s t u f f
1. where is your favorite place to shop?: Umm probally A&F

2. any piercings?: five in each ear and my TOungE
3. tattoos?: no.

s p e c i f i c s
1. do you do drugs?: not anymore.
2. what kind of shampoo/conditioner do you use?: Herbal Essence and some Bed Head or something
3. what are you most scared of?: dying kinda.....
4. what are you listening to right now?: Brand New
5. who is the last person that called you?: Nicki
6. where do you want to get married?: same place my mommie and daddie got married in england somewhere lol..
7. how many buddies are online right now?: 14 on Aim.. COUNTING ASHLEY
8. if you could change anything about yourself, what would it be?: ....ton of stuff...

f a v o r i t e s
1. color: black red yellow
2. pasta: idk
3. boys names: Phil, Chris, Mitchell, or Nicholas
4. girls names: Hannah, Stephanie, Jorynn, Ryann, Gabby, Seqora, or Zieara
5. subjects in school: Math IM GOOD AT IT!
6. animals: puppies and lil pussy's :)
7. sports: volleyball, softball, track, cheerleading.

h a v e | y o u | e v e r
1. given anyone a bath?: no.
2. smoked?: yes.
3. bungee jumped?: yes, hella fun
4. made yourself throw up?: yes.
5. skinny dipped?: yes.
6: been in love?: yes.
7. made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: dont think so.
8. pictured your crush naked?: noo... .... MAYBE!
9. actually seen one of your crushs naked?: yes. SKINNY DIPPING!!!
11.went streaking?: hahaa no but phil and mitchell went:)
12. fallen for your best friend?: yes.
13. been rejected?: no.
14. rejected someone?: yeah i felt bad!
15. done something you regret?: yes

f i n a l | q u e s t i o n s
1. do you like filling these out?: sure WHY NOT!.
5. gold or silver?: silver
6. what was the last film you saw at the movies?: cheaper by the dozen!
7. favorite cartoon?: Fairy oddparents or DORY!
8. what did you have for breakfast this morning?: noda
9. who would you hate to be locked in a room with?: Joe
10. who would you love being locked in a room with?: Phil
11. could you live without your computer?: HELL NO!
12. would you colour your hair?: Yes i have plenty of times tooo...
13. could you ever get off the computer?: yes.
14. habla espanol?: lol sure why not.
15. how many people are on your buddy list: i dunno...y dont u do me a favor n look...
16. drink alcohol: maybe...
17. like watching sunrises or sunsets?: sunsets
18. what hurts the most, physical or emotional pain?: emotional

c u r r e n t
clothes: panties. tanktop. boxerz. bra.hoodie. and piggy toe socks.
taste: apple juice
make-up: black eyeliner. pink eye shadow. cover up.
annoyance: heart monitor its bothering me.
smell: strawberries but i dont know y.
desktop picture: Phil
book you're reading: The Outsiders by S.E. Hinton
cd in player: Brand New
dvd in player: JEEPERS CREEPERS 2

l a s t | p e r s o n
you touched: my brother :/
you talked to: nicki
hugged: phil
you yelled at: joe/

a r e | y o u
understanding: yes.
open-minded: yes
arrogant: sure.
insecure: er
interesting: der
random: yes!
hungry: no!
smart: errr yea..
moody: yes
childish: only sometimes
hard working: yes
organized: YES!
healthy: no i dont like eating real food.
shy: kinda
difficult: kinda
bored easily: no
messy: only when it comes to my school locker
obsessed: Yea bout some thimgs
angry: no
sad: yes
talkative: not rite now

w h o | d o | y o u | w a n n a
kill: joe.
slap: ^^
look like: hm..
talk to tomorrow: phil
talk to right now: phil

r a n d o m
in the morning i: take a shower n walk to the bus stop

all i need is: my pillow blanket if cold and my phil carebear
i dream about: stuff!

w h i c h | i s | b e t t e r
coke or pepsi: niether its ucky.
flowers or candy: boht
tall or short guys: tall

boys | boys | boys
what do you notice first: lips. smiles. hair. and eyes.
last person you slow danced with: phil!
who do you have a crush on: PHIL!
who is easiest to talk to: nicki. phil.

d o | y o u | e v e r
sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to im you?: maybe
save conversations: yes

wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: no id freak if i had a penis.
cry because of someone saying something to you?: yes....
cut your wrists?: no comment.
read books?: yea!

Tue, 11 May 2004 22:43:18 GMT

<small>OH YES IM SPEACIAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

davey-SEX!

Thu, 06 May 2004 21:21:11 GMT

Which famous punk/rock stars will you get into bed?(for females) by burymesoftly
Your Name
Your Punk/Rock Lover	Davey Havock of A Fire Inside
Where	a creepy backwoods side show
Position	him tied up and you on top
What he says about your "talent"	"I haven't been fucked like that since gradeschool!"
What happens afterwards	he writes 2 cds about you

Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen!

Tue, 04 May 2004 16:53:53 GMT

I'm keeping those on my list for now but i might delete some of you in the furture for not commenting or updating your journal....bye :)

not in the mood...

Mon, 03 May 2004 22:40:53 GMT

i got home yesturday from the hospital... i got my apendix thing tooken out.. im sore.. im sorry i havent been on lately ive been in fights with my dad on n off. he fucking smacked me... i think im only gonna be home on mondays n wendesdays now on... right when i get home from school on tuesdays thrusday n fridays im going straight to phil's or megster's in dearborn i literly hate my life and A Child Called "IT" is the SADDEST book ever!!! awww i cried alot! alright im gonna go do homework n answer emails love ya

NEW LAYOUT!!

Wed, 21 Apr 2004 20:36:24 GMT

hahah yes it sucks but i made it so what do u expect i think its alright... but yea hot or not..?

Tue, 20 Apr 2004 18:27:10 GMT

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?

Sat, 17 Apr 2004 21:44:10 GMT

i JUST woke up its like after 5:30pm.. haha phil woke me up calling my cell a billion times i love him he makes me smile. I told him to watch the video of everytime and he said "PLEASE dont be like that. i wont let it happen. i'll die without you" i fell asleep watching Drumline haha ok im out bye lovers

Everytime Video By Britney Spears

Sat, 17 Apr 2004 06:29:36 GMT

Probally the best song Britney made... she wrote it her self and everything. but the video is fucking ridiculous i mean hello.. showing her with slashed wrists in a tub drowning. the video is good. it brought tears to my eyes knowing i would so do something like that. I dont like Britney Spears. shes fake and a slut in my eyes but this is the best song lol.its been on repeat since i found the video. its late/early whatever u want to say. im fucking bored and depressed. NOT FUN! I want my phil. im gonna go sleep with my pillow names "phil for now" what a loser i am i know. but whocares. BYE!

Sun, 11 Apr 2004 18:07:09 GMT

HAPPY EASTER!!!!!!!!!! i love you bye going to the grand ma's hahha

Fri, 09 Apr 2004 19:45:19 GMT

OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! wanna know what happened today to make my spring break suck already... i ate a GRAPE jelly bean... if u dont know me... im alergic to GRAPE i like totaly forgot i was tho.. but jelly rancher jelly beans.are SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO good n its almost easter so my mommie got TONS TONS TONS TONS TONS TONS TONS TONS and TONS of candy, im fucking hyper if u cant tell welp gotta go.

Fri, 09 Apr 2004 19:41:34 GMT

y0... im going to dearborn to hang with my baby girl megster... the other megster.. haha... n e way be back tomorrow i think not sure yet might be back monday i love u guys hahah.... my tounge still hurts.. someone make me better phil is at his daddies... evil fuckin dad.. i not ground n e more... well i was grounded to my room for like a hour then my dad said i wasnt grounded n e more god i love my parents they are the FOSHIZZLE LOL!!! i miss phil already...!!!

SPRING BREAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fri, 09 Apr 2004 16:07:25 GMT

................ DUDE!!!... i dont know....i seen phil yesturday.... well i got in troble kinda though... so... me phil anothny and christina... all skipped school it was the last day soo what.... welll my mom went all crazy on me she thought i was dead or something becuz i came home at like 9pm....i was over phil's house on the computer.. then listenin to slipknot... then watching dvd videos of rob zombie then listenin to icp.. guttermouth.. and NOfx... before we went to the piercings shop... anthony got his lip pierced in the middle(he has his sides done) i got my tounge pierced OUCH!!!!!!!!!!! it hurt...i almost cried... i was afraid tooo... but its kinda fun to play with.. well not really it still hurts....phil got his tung n lip done.. and christina got her bellybutton pierced... we made out for like 2 hours(me n phil)before we got the piercings hah a it was FUN!!! my mom freaked becuz the skool called and the piercing....gosh im bored.!!!!

Thu, 08 Apr 2004 01:10:24 GMT

my bro is high.. gotta love that... hes hanging out with me.. were watching videos on MTV.com.... he was dancing to my band( the salsa part) this is a 19 yr old guy im talking about not no 13-15 yr old person haha its GREAT

Mon, 05 Apr 2004 18:44:59 GMT

hey whats up.... nm here.. just working on a new layout for this thing.. finally learned how to make one... its tight tho i think at least..its of Finch... and what not.. so uhh PEACE!!

Thu, 01 Apr 2004 21:55:31 GMT

IM A LOSER AND ASHLEY KNOWS IT!!!!! PHIL BABE IM SOWWIE I WONT DO IT ANYMORE!!!!!!! I LOVE U AND I HATE JOE WITH A PASSION ITS ALLL HIS FUCKING FAULT I CUT EM N IM SOOO FUCKING STUPID!!!!

Wed, 31 Mar 2004 00:14:00 GMT

i think im gonna put my journal friends only....

i hate joe. he needs to die.. hes a immature fag n needs a life i hate him im depressed and a loser

Mon, 29 Mar 2004 21:49:52 GMT

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hate this. joe is soooooo fucking gay..last friday.. needs to get erased fastly.. it was a HORRIBLE!!! day. i walked in on joe n kathy kissing. he said it wasnt what i thought.. what was it a secret that only their lips could know..i mean WTF

i still went to his party on sat... phil was there!!!!!!!!!! me n him are together... god i love that kid hes funny hes skater type... hes sooo dorki...at first i thought that party was gonna suck but then phiil came.. we hung out down stairs then went to the park played soccor n so on then he kissed me on the door step after everyone else went inside

i need to stop this shit!

Mon, 29 Mar 2004 21:05:23 GMT

HAPPY TEST!!

I feel joyfull and curious today
I've known that all my problems have
flown away
Dancing, Singing, Am I dreaming?
I hope i dont wake up soon.
Because everyone else is like
this to wait though this cant
be right
I'm now lying on the
street
with a knife in my
chest
i hoped i passed my test
of being happy because now....... Im SAD COLD AND LONLY

TRAPPED!!!
Im in this body filled with holes cuts bruses truth untold. Everyone says i need help with my life i tell my best friend "i just wanna die" he told me to stop so i said fine he makes it sound like i commited a crime. But now i regret what i just did - i cut em- both my wrist now im crying as i stare at my own blood, i grab the phone, and call him up. i say i love him then hang up. he rushes over and grabs a towel first the blood then the tears he asks WHY!!?!!!? i then say im trapped in a broken body filled with nothing.

Wed, 24 Mar 2004 23:29:33 GMT

[Eminem as a salsa singer]
I'm the lead singer of my band, I get all the girl's to take off their underpants
And the lead singer of my band, my salsa
Makes all the pretty girl's wanna dance
My salsa, look out for my next single, it's called My Salsa...
My salsa, salsa, salsa, salsa, my salsa
Makes all the pretty girls wanna dance
And take off their underpants
My salsa makes all the pretty girls wanna dance
And take off their underpants, my salsa
(Where'd everybody go?)

HAHAHA!!!!! MY SALSA!!!!!!!.. BEST SONG EVER LMAO!!!! MY SALSA BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!! ok bye im stupid

WOAH best weekend EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!

Mon, 22 Mar 2004 03:47:19 GMT

Friday-
friday was uhh alright....we had the dance n all... i went with joe of corse :)...we had losts of fun i mean losts... we went to some resturant after at like 10pm.....then i stayd the night at joe's...nothing happend we just cuddled u naughty minded ppl...;)

Saturday-
we went to my sisters to watch my two nieces... it was IGHT!!! after they went to sleep we started to watch some movies... my sis n jay(her husband) rented gothica n the rundown!!!! OMG!! we watched gothica n i jumps at least a foot high :( and i laffed my ass off to the run down but yeah it was sooooooo fun

Sunday/ Today-
we went to lil ceasers YUMMY!!! then we sat home n watched IT which wasnt that bad :) then he had to go home!!!! i dont like that...

what the fucker

Fri, 19 Mar 2004 13:47:11 GMT

hey whats up... i just got done with my Italy project.. going to skool in a few ... just wanted to say hi.. so HI!! lmao.